Fear

Fear

I babysat for a friend today for three hours.

First of all, I was sitting and I helped the child sit by my side. My mom panicked; she thought I might have a miscarriage because of such carelessness.

I am still fine.

I am also in big concern, I might not have any time for myself, my studies and my work after goli/soli is born.

I promised myself, I will live with him/her, and not for him/her.

After all, he/she needs a strong successful mother.

No news of the baby today. Things are normal. I have to wait till tomorrow afternoon to find out what was observed in my right ovary. It might be quite benign, and just a normal matter of pregnancy. Yet my doctor should confirm.

I am eating cherries, exclusively for me, thanks to Goli/Soli. 🙂

My brother can’t wait to pinch his/her cheeks!! He is asking me to eat a lot to have a chobby baby with big cheeks!

I will be back.

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