Well, it seems that we both like it better when I am not home, and somewhere at school studying!!

I can eat better at least.

I am still too concerned about the risk of miscarriage, which is likely at my age of 38.

I am also nervous about the amnio test to ensure Goli/Soli has not chromosome defects.

I am going with one of the best doctors, whom I can trust. But well, the nightmare is, if there is a miscarriage because of the amnio and the results come back normal!!

The risk of no amnio will keep me awake until soli/goli is born.

I am trying to eat as much as I can. And, now I know as long as I am not home, I can be rather productive.

As I said, we both like it better when we are not home.

Well, dear Soli or Goli, I don’t think you are made for family life. And..I am happy for that. Independant people are always admirable.

I will be back.