You do not give us a hard time for eating. It is sometimes not that easy and requires patience, but overall it is good.

Twice you became really fussy, refused the bottle, and spit milk out, even when you showed signs of hunger. We thought a lot, tried different ways and tricks. Then all of a sudden we realized (and the second time, we remembered from the first time) what the reason might be. Both times, it happened a day or two after we introduced you to pacifiers. You, our adorable little one got confused between the two nipples.

In the trial and error process, we upgraded you to nipple level 2 (Dr. Brown’s), which is good for infants of 3 months and older. Now it takes you much shorter to drink your formula.

You were not breastfed. I did not have enough milk supply, and honestly, I realized that it would take me a very long time to feed you. In addition, I could never figure out how much milk you got. I tried a lot, and for the first three weeks I pumped to give you as much breast milk as I could, but for the three above-mentioned reasons I gave up.

So, if you ever end up having kids, you can decide if you would breastfeed. Do not feel guilty if you decide not to. I was not breastfed myself, my brother (your uncle Keyan) was not, and you yourself were not.

And…you do not like to drink your formula cold. It has to be warmer than room temperature.